I need to write about this…
I was dating some one last year who I really enjoyed being with and I enjoyed them as a person. Then things started to go wrong, people started to stick their nose into our relationship, ask questions and some people got very mean, very aggressive and trolled us and our relationship. I think this is definitely a deciding factor in why we aren’t a couple anymore.
I also believe this person hacked my account, has tried to start trouble with other people I know and is continuing to harass women that I know online. The idea that I dated some one with so many fans that one of them couldn’t handle it and had to feel the need to interject their bullshit into our lives is still staggering to me.
I’ve blogged a lot less since then, focusing more certain aspects of social media that are closed like my Facebook, my twitter, snapchat, instagram, things that are less general. I feel like this blog was, at one point, a great idea but now? I don’t really have the drive or aspiration to keep it running and that’s a result of this.
I also want people to know that if I haven’t written about you, this is why. I used to write, blog and vlog about everything but all of that changed when I started to get harassing messages from people. My ex from 6 or 7 years ago always wanted to know why I never really wrote about her and there are a bunch of complicated reasons why, but the biggest was that I wanted our relationship to be just for me… just for us. I didn’t feel the need to share it and to let others in because I know how quickly people will try to get involved, to manipulate and change some things.
I’m writing about this now because I’ve recently gotten a lot of attempts to break into my gmail account, so many that my password has become 50+ characters long and makes zero sense. It’d be impossible to guess and there’s also numbers and letters in it. Along with this has come a semi-constant barrage of nonsense from anons that I have chosen to ignore. Hell I pulled Tumblr off my phone because I just don’t want to be bothered anymore.
I have no more feelings about my past relationship really but I do have feelings about the people that tried to manipulate it from the outside. That was shitty. And the fact they’re still trying to poke and prod at me really bugs me.